Two nights ago before I went to sleep, I was wondering about my business…am I doing everything I need to be doing, is everything ok where it is right now, and what’s going to happen in this uncertain world anyway? Instead of spiraling into panic, I stayed in a curious, worry-free energy—the only way I could do that is by talking to my guides and knowing in my heart that they had my back no matter what.
In the middle of that night, I woke up abruptly out of a deep sleep. I couldn’t understand why I had woken up—I didn’t hear a noise or remember a weird dream or restless feeling. Then I turned to look at the clock and the time happened to be my grandmother’s house number. It’s her sign that she shows me to let me know she’s with me and everything will be ok. I knew it was in direct response to my wondering. (She could have shown me the clock during the following day P.M. time, but that wouldn’t have been as impactful, disruptive, or out-of-nowhere. She knows how to get her message across.)
One night years ago, I’d read a chapter in a book that mentioned a shaman. Out of true curiosity I’d wondered if I should look into shamanism for my health issues. I remember I wasn’t feeling desperate or frustrated—just really inquisitive. The next day I received an email from a friend I’d been out of touch with for a few years, asking me if I’d like to take a class with her. It was called “Intro to Shamanism.” I ended up taking the class (she didn’t), and it jumpstarted my path into the world of energy healing.
A few years ago in Costa Rica when I was paired with the horse Mr. Big for a week, he walked from behind me across an arena to where I was sitting and kissed me on the top of my head. Yeah, he planted his mouth on my head for a quick kiss and then walked away. Just before that, I’d been wondering if he’d be ok with me spontaneously hugging or kissing him. I kept it light…instead of worrying if I’d be disrespecting his space, I wondered how I could show him my appreciation in a way he’d be open to.
While worrying and panic can tend to block our path to cosmic help, simply wondering opens up our energy to allow all kinds of possibilities and connections to flow right in. It feels like opening a magic door to the universe that’s just waiting to provide for us in the most amazing ways. Messages like special signs, classes, and kisses appear when we least expect it. Wondering works wonders. ✨✨✨